Privilaged being

I am very pleased & "blessed" to have been able to witness (and attend) shows lead by some of the Greatest music-makers of this modern age.
From Zeds Dead, to MDMK. The Bloody Beetroots, DeadBeatz, Avicii, Calvin Harris, Wolfgang Gartner, Combat Frogs, Conway Beats, Johnny Chpsmks, DJ Capital J, DJ El-o (diiiiiiiirty Dubstep!!), Dj Moe Alauhdi, and the Up & Coming J.Magnus.

And now, as of lastnight, Steve Aoki.~

for the Kill.

Drop the Bass...~


While watching an episode of Entourage season#7, the episode which ends with Vince passed out, naked by the pool with Sasha Grey, the credits roll out with Going In for the Kill;
I want to remix that song as of that moment.~~

It will bring tears of god-only-knows what to your eyes.~

it will be Epica~

Linear Insanity.~

I … Have endured almost an entire week (1 day less) without a phone, or any means of communication with the outside world.

It worries me... I have,, at times, begun (or more like, slumped to) talking to myself without really noticing the dire affects It could have on my mind (for the future...)

I've realized, I need someone; someone to converse with, otherwise, I will find alternate means to get rid of data which is inside the limited storage space.
We must rid ourselves of the old before we may obtain the New.~

What I need is not another human being.. but simply something to dump my thoughts upon, and then move on.~ A machine would do fantastically.. if only they were so advance.. or are they~~

Feeling.

I don't want to Feel, anything.
I would like to go to a phsyciatrist, spill out everything and anything
Any feeling, any experience, any & everything feeling I've ever felt,
heard about, or experienced, and after the vocalization of such,
be finally able to Forget everything... and never feel again.

No, some may say “It's impossible to NOT feel!” “It's un-natural; as feelings are things one cannot control”, but what I have to say back to that is simply: No one has ever tried... FULLY. Otherwise, they would have succeeded.~

There is nothing we, as humans, have put our complete & utter focus, will-power, and drive to without finding a foothold of success.
Either way, if it is indeed “impossible” to achieve, I will fight, try, & fail if I must, and If I succeed, Watch me trample all feelings like empty soda cans; if not, watch me crush Myself, as there will be no point in Living if my goal in life is not met.

Everything I Want.

I get everything and anything; everyone I want. Cause If I cant have them, I want them no longer.

Only what I've Taken.~

I don't want anything that has ever been given me, only that which I've Taken with my own two hands.

You.

WHo the FUCK are u>>>??? EXACTLY.~