Tell as is~

Now I'm going to tell you as it is; through a series of tests (95% of which I Failed miserably) I have discovered I have a multitude of things learnt, but unpracticed; the conscious mind is not so in key with that more subtle; and that implanted there from a day-to-day absorption of daily matter.

What I mean to say in clear, plain, and concise wording: I am in the process of change: of mind, heart and body.~ A re-lease, a let-loose; a gathering~
The gathering.

We're at the meagre threshold; the doorstep of a new day.~
Once we take our first step, there is an entire Empire yet to be reigned in, held to one's chest, and gripped with the strong arm of a so-called "Godd"; but nothing more overwhelming than we are able to bear (or dare I say,, are physically willing to ~~)

The statement "We are only given what we are able to bear" is so vague,,~ as in all truth,, if it is in fact too much for us to bear, and by gripping at it, we are crushed into our dusty Death~ would not that statement be as true, as a Disease being "mild enough to bare" until the second it takes the life (and breath) for the fleshy-casket known as the biological formation of cells, blood, tissue, organs, piss, shit, brain-matter, and fingernails known as You & Me.~

We are Godds~ not Godd's.

Remember that, when you stand before the pearly gates, and you are required to give account of all your foolish & disastrous actions.... As you look into the eyes of your own true Self.~ The man dressed in pure white, with a radiance as the Sun.~ Its You.