& More.~

Why is it? Why does it have to be that way? Why are we involved at all...
Why did this happen so close to home; so near to the shaking & creaking foundations of the Earth; the soul, the blood the arms that surround the bleating, crying baby girl in the dark-blue night sky.~

Whatever you do; whatever happens to me, my dearest, most precious possession of these past few weeks: DONT, Do not EVER let me in; do NOT give me what I want, or let me have anything more than the little crumb, and half-massed smile you throw away, like an apple that is two-bite's in.. DONT. Dont, please, ever let me have what I want, or I promise you ... I will need you not; & never.

Pray that to your Godd, however big and brave you may be... He "always hears the cry of the faithful" and True..~ Is that you, my Darling lover, unknown to anyone but Me.~
Is that you, precious, deceitful luster; I lust you more than my own temptations; I feel you stronger than my own personal sensations; my pleasure in anything surmounted to the multiple of 10 to the power of its own multiplied by 1,000 gems, embedded in the side of Jupiter's heart; that pungent pool immersed with emeralds & diamond silk; in ever morning's wake, I smile at your shiny eyes; my lover & godd... The mirror image of myself in you I love me tooo ~~~~ & More.