Alive.~

Last night, I went home after work with no real "plans" or even To DOs on my list; I was free from anything and nothing, and was actually quite stumped as to how to spend my time.~

Got home,. there were noises of people in my livingroom.. sounded like a party was going on; great! just what I need.. A pack of complete strangers lounging around in my house...~ eyeroll..

I went inside, put my stuff down, took off my shoes, and walked in.~ There were about 10 random people around; sitting at the table, on the livingroom floor, and several in the kitchen.~

I walked in, did my formal bow, and intro'd myself. They were actually a group of friends of my one room mate, who had just arrived from Wyoming, U.S., which was kind of crazy, even for me!
One of the guys said to me, "Yeah, you came in looking like you Own the place!" to which I promplt and hautily replied "... I do.~"

I then headed off upstairs, to my own haven of solitude.~ I almost Jogged up the stairs (which when I realized, I felt like a complete douche, as I was even doing the arm-movements to go along with it.. siigh).
I went into my room, and decided I would take a shower, but just before, I battled with the idea of raising my inner-balance with the aid of some chemical.. and headed off to the shower.~

The shower was un eventful, although it was quite soothing; the steam & water caressing my back and shoulders really did work its hands over any tensions.~ It really did do all it was supposed to, with omly the minimal wage of water, without any stray hands of a begging hand out that most things of enjoyment seem to have attached in one way or another.~ Cheap & natural.

I stepped out, and dried off. There was a noticeable change, though slight, but still developing and that brought a smile to my face~ however wake or superficial it may have been, like all the countless numbers I throw to and fro..~ Realsing my final hot breath of steamy air, I opened the door & stepped out into the night that lay out before me, like clean cotten robes on a moon-lit bedcover with the whisping wind belowing the sleek cotton drapes~ Tonight was like everynight; a wonder that was waiting to be inacted.

I sat down on my bed, slumped down slightly on my side, checked my phone; facebook, mail, the usual~ Then I wanted music, and thats when I started to feel vibrant and alive again.~ I felt I needed to speak to someone, anyone worth my while~ Then I remembered... There's someone(s) I needed to to write, and as Quickly and genuine as possible~ I relay here... lastnight.