The Mind = ... ~ * ~

What if you woke up one morning to find that everything you thought and knew to be “true” was actually just the product of some insane daydream you have been living; to which you awake, and realize your entire life, you have been living a day dream.
You come to the realization that your last 20 years never actually happened, and this has all been some strange train of events; a stringed together story-telling you have been imagining.

What would you do? Would you re-live it all, like some a deja vu you have just seen, or would you do it differently. What If you had the ability to “right your wrongs”, but by doing so, you completely alter any “happy ending”. Instead of being Bitter sweet, it became a sweetly bitter life you lead.... The end is not happy, but a misery, as you have exhausted all the "good" that you would have built up had you suffered throughout.

What if it's the bland, boring, and even painful & terrible things in life that we will truly appreciate in the end; what we remember and even think of at the end of it all. When we lye old and alone, when all our lovers and loves have gone on, and we're left with that terrible wretch, SELF, whom we despise so much, yet love so dearly.~

Who do we really have in the end? Is it not truly only ourselves whom we can have forever?

“I will never leave thee nor forsake thee” only holds meaning in your Mind, because who has really ever seen that in real life? Those ideas of Someone (above and beyond you) is out there, waiting to take you in from the cold & rain, and treat you with all encompassing kindess and love.
The truth is, we all have seen it. We all have felt it, and experienced it ourselves, and thats why it makes sense because we can grasp it. It's because our mind is our own “jesus”'; our own Buddha, or Krishna. Our mind is our soothing, loving “Godd” whom we look up to and revere. We all have "him" inside us without needing some "holy one", it's not some Spirit who is speaking to us, its our Mind we hear, the brains, the computer, the mechine that opperates us.

Our mind knows what's “good” and whats “bad”, and by telling you this, has created your bounderies, and you achievemnts.

Something becomes Great, enjoyable, beautiful, yummy, fragrant, perfect, spectacular, Strange, other-world-ly, ethereal, extraordinary, and Divine all inside your brain; your mind.

The mind is it's own entity; it's own self-governing, self-reliant machine that tells You what to do! How else can you explain all your bodies functions, which on avaerage, you dont even realize are going on, much less have ANY idea how to control them even if you Wanted to. How does sleep work? How does pleasure, feelings, sensations, and your Heart-beat even happen, when you dont even know how to spot and start them?

Shut up, I'm listening to myself...
I can feel where religious people get their all encompassing "Love" for some divine “force”, person, place or thing. I can understand it, because I have it for myself~ for my own Communion with my own mind; it's the closest thing to a "god" you will ever meet, and ever can.~

Dont go blame me of herrisy; of Self-worship or love.~
You have not a Shred of evidence about your so called Divine being; I have complete tangible and Material possession~
It's all here under some hair, skin, and bone; My brain.

It is all “inside my head”, its all in my head~ and I am proud to be the one to admit it.~
The voice thats in my head is my own, and I am it.~ It is me, because it tells me what is best, FOR ME.~
No body loves me better, cares more for me, then Me~ because my so called Mind is what tells me all that is true, and what other happy people have labeled as Science, understanding, Knowledge, Philosophy, and Religion.~ These are all happy words for communion with ones own mind, and hearing that Still small voice that some have called God, but I like to call it my mind.

It's not that I am a Mind-worshipper... it's more like, I see that my mind is my "Godd"; the only one we can ever know.

We are Godds,, atleast, he have the ability to be.~ If we want to be, we can be our own “god”~ and I want to be, so I will.