Sex, drugs & RnR

I dont care.~

I've been told I have an addictive personality. That's not as sexy as it sounds, it means I'm fucked. Some say that these types of things are hereditary, handed down from generation to generation selectively, but I can't say I agree; this is my life-long burden, and I'm just fucked.

This isn't just for the common things like sex, drugs, and rock n roll; I get hooked on almost everything extra easily.
Some people call it getting "attached easily", being over-easy, or a plain cunt; I dunno. I'm just fucked!

Ugh, oh well; not sure if I'll ever get over it, but I am aware, so I guess that could be half the battle... we'll see what comes next.

One of my longest and most destructive impulses has been the first of the Sacred Trinity: Sex.
16 years ago I became aware of how "babies were made", in a not entirely detailed, but fairly straight forward display for anyone at the age of 4 years of age.

There was a lot of stuff that went on after that; not saying I was abused or anything of that sort, but I did take what I saw, and discovered that strange pull known as Impulse.~

Course,, that was just the tip of the iceberg, and in all, led on to the many more...~
.. To be continued...~~

Here comes the pain on the window plaine.~


A message to all 1st-borns: Halla-bala-bala! Read ur Kaballah~